Tanhayi (2)

तेरी तन्हाई में आज भी कुछ दर्द का एहसास है
समय की खबर नहीं लेकिन आज भी मिलने की आस है

कुछ लम्हा सा वक़्त का जैसे थम सा जाता है ..
आज भी मुडके देखता हुईं तो मुझे तू ही नज़र आता है

तेरा वो साथ तेरी वो परछाई का एहसास
आज भी जाने वो धीमी से हंसी की आवाज़

जानता हुईं तू नहीं है .. कहीं नहीं है ..
लेकिन तेरा साया जैसे आज भी प्यार से दिल को सहलाता है

Going to miss Dec fun !!

I remember the fun we had in December last to last year (2009). Myself, Sumit Maggo and Ashoka went for holidays in Kerela. After landing in Kochi, we headed straight to Munnar stayed there for 2 days then went to Thekkedy, Periyaar lake .Wow, we had to wake up at 4 A.M. to get the tickets, and can't forget the rush at the tickets counter, as soon as gates opened we had to run like the 100m sprinter. After that we went to Allepy (beautiful serene beach), and then back to Kochi.

Last year we (Myself and Maggs) went to Goa, and spent the christmas and new year eve at the beautiful beach of Calangute.

Since, our group has almost dispersed with Maggs in Banglore and everyone busy with their aspirations, we have not planned anything this December.

I am so badly going to miss all the December fun !! I still hope I would be able to make a quick visit to somewhere this decemeber. If anyone is game, do let me know !!

Cheers

Awaaz

Kuch kehne ko nahi hai magar, dil ye ehsaas deta hai.
Kisi ke intezaar mein yeh, har pal awaaz deta hai.

Kuch is kadar dooba hai pyaas mein, kuch hosh aur hawaas nahi,
Behti hui nadi mein hai aur nadi se milne ki aas deta hai.

Uski gali mein fir mujhe...

Updating the lyrics, the correct lyrics were provided to me by Mr. Sameer Kabir.
Thanks Sameer.

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koi lay jatha hain us thak na kazaa aati hain
aap ho kar mujhe jane mein hyaa aati hain
Majboor karke muj ko mere yaar le chalo,
Uski gali mein phir mujhey ek baar le chalo.

Shayad ye mera weham ho mera khayal ho,
Mumkin ho mere baad se mera malaal ho,
Pachta raha ho ab mujhey darr se utha ke woh,
Baitha ho meri raah me aankhein beecha ke woh,
Usne bi to kiya tha mujhey pyar le chalo,
Uski gali mein phir mujhey ek baar le chalo.


AB us gali mein koii na aayega mere baad,
Us darr pe khoon kaun bahayega mere baad,
Mainey to sang o khisht se takra ke apna sir,
Gulnaar kar diye the lahoo se woh baam o darr,
Phir muntazir hai woh darr o deewar le chalo,
Uski gali mein phir mujhey mere yaar le chalo.

Woh jisne mere sene ko zakmoh se bhar diya
Chudwa ke apna dar mujhey dar dar ka kar diya
Mana ke us ke zulm- o- sitam se hu neem jan
Phir bhi mein sakht jan hoon pohunch jaonga wahan
Sau bar jaonga muchey sau bar le chalo
Uski gali mein phir mujhey mere yaar le chalo.


Diwana keh ke logone har bath taal de
Duniya ne mere paun me zanjeer daal de
Chahu to aaj mera mukadder sanwaar do
Yaroon ye mere paun ki bedi utaar do
Yaa kheechte hui sare bazaar le chalo
Uski gali mein phir mujhey mere yaar le chalo.


Ay sar phiri hawaon ! Tumhi rukh ko pher do
Zaroo ke tarha much ko fizaa mein bhikher do
bahoown mein phir meri hasti samet kar
Pholoon ki khushbuon ke kafan mein lapet kar
metti meri saja ke dare yaar le chalo
Uski gali mein phir muhey mere yaar le chalo.

Uski gali ko jaanta pehchanta hoon main,
Woh meri qatlgaah hai ye maanta hoon main,
Uski gali me maut muqaddar ki baat hai,
”Shahid” ye maut ahl-e-wafa ki hayat hai,
Main khud bhi to maut ka hoon talabgaar le chalo,
Uski gali mein phir muhey mere yaar le chalo.

~ Lyrics “Shahid Kabir”

Tere milne ki chaah mein...

Tere milne ki chaah mein e humdum..
Ab to hai shaam bhi deewani..
Dhalte suraj ke jaam ko piye ja raha huin...
Naach rahi hai dariya mastani..

Aa ke ab nahi hota intezaar..
Aa ke kab aayegi bahaar..
Aaja ke dil ka jaam bhara hai..
Tere pyaar mein deewana deewano sa khada hai..

Har taraf teri hi dhun si sunti hai..
Koyal ab tere hi gaane bunti hai..
Chalak rahe hain in aankhon se tere ras ke pyaale..
Aaa nahi to jaane waalen hain ab tere chaahne waale..

Dekhta huin jidhar to dikhti hai teri hi parchaayi..
Ab nahi lagti ye tanhaayi jaise koi tanhaayi..
Aa ja tere gaano se mehfil saji hai..
Aa ja teri rah mein ye saanse adi hain..

Love or hatred

Continuing from my last post on the famous buddha quote "when we walk there is no walker, only the walk", I would try to point out some logical nuances between love and hatred.

Since now we know, that memory cannot be true, since memory is something recording of past, and the past is not something in this moment, it is not true. The feeling of hatred is based on this very memory.

You hate someone, because of some reason, he might have harmed you, caused you trouble, because of which you have a feeling of hatred for him. This is again a case of fallacy created by human mind.

How easily can a spiritual person overcome the feeling of agony and hatred?
This can simply be realized by realizing ( not by understanding ;-) ) that human memory creates the fallacy of these feelings.

On the other hand, love is not based on any past memory. If you feel love in looking at a flower, you do not love the flower because of its past. How was it developed, how did its seeds look like?. Also you do not love it because of its future. You only love the flower because of this moment. Because of truth.
Love is a true feeling. A spiritual person would be in love with this world. He would simply not hate anything, because hatred is not a true feeling. It is a false feeling being created by the human mind.

It is not that an enlightened would not remember anything. But the memory and mind loses its clutches on him. He is free, he is true, and he now cannot be deceived by something which is false, not even by his mind.

~Nshu

Walk without the walker

"When we walk, there is no walker, only the walk." This was quoted by Gautam Buddha, and appears most illogical and paradoxical statement to human mind.
But it is only the human mind which creates this fallacy of being. This truth can be realized by not sensing through mind. Please note, that the truth cannot be understood, since understanding is again done through mind. But the mind is the one, which creates the fallacy, so the truth cant be understood, it can only be realized.

The world is an eternal flow of consciousness. The human memory creates the fallacy of being. The world does not exists in past, neither it exists in future. It only exists in the current moment, which is a snapshot. And in a snapshot, there cannot be the walker, only the walk remains. Human mind lives on memory, feeds on memory, memory is a series of events (recorded events), our ego feeds on this recording of events. In a snapshot, there can be no ego, no self, two persons cannot be distinguished. In fact, there is nothing to be distinguished. Distinguishment is a real consequence of the fallacy created by human memory.

Again, I would stress upon the fact that this article cannot be understood, can only be realized. And can be realized by various means of meditations (bringing the mind to a still), where there is no memory, no future, no past, no mind, only the truth remains.
The realization of oneness with the universe.


~Anshu